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while the world moves in appetency, on its metalled ways of time past and time future
this is the one way, and the other is the same, not in movement but abstention from movememnt
a whistling buoy but i cannot say where
tendril and spray
clutch and cling?

yet the words sufficed to compel the recognition they preceded
and he a face still forming


the wonder that i feel is easy, yet ease is cause of wonder


we had the experience but missed the meaning,
and approach to
the meaning restores the experience
in a different form, beyond any meaning
we can assign to happiness
when christ has judged me who knows what they'll see
they'll long outlast our oblivion
and never know that we are gone
to start again
what one had expected
the crossroad seems wide open to you
and there a four-faced janus watches
you'll never see the bright moon again, you've now achieved the unalterable sum of moments granted you by fate



i gaze but don't understand it's as if they were strangers
there is a time for building and a time for living and for generation and a time for the wind to break the loosened pane and to shake the wainscot where the field-mouse trots and to shake the tattered arras woven with a silent motto
they will be in another, greater,
but what can that matter to them

the evening with the photograph album
the first snow will fall
america waits for me on every street,
but i feel in the decline of evening
today so long, and yesterday so brief
they say
a symbol perfected in death
the dry salvages - presumably les trois sauvages - is a small group of rocks, with a beacon, off the n
where is there and end to the drifting wreckage, the prayer of the bone on the beach, the unprayable prayer at the calamitous annunciation?
if i think of a king at nightfall,
of three men, and more, on the scaffold
and a few who died forgotten
in
other places, here and abroad,
and of one who died blind and quiet,
why should we celebrate
these dead men more than the dying?
that their merely being there means something
that soon we may touch, love, explain
but the agony abides they know me well who surround me here, know well my afflictions and weakness
see, they return, and bring us with them
not admiration or victory
but simply to be accepted
as part of an undeniable reality,
like stones and trees
the trailing
consequence of further days and hours,
while emotion takes to itself the emotionless
years of living among the breakage
of what was believed in as the most reliable-
and therefore the fittest for renunciation
figlia del tuo figlio, queen of heaven
a periphrastic study in a worn-out poetical fashion, leaving one still with the intolerable wrestle with words and meanings
though not to the ear, the murmuring shell of time, and not in any language
fare forward, you who think that you are voyaging

you are not those who saw the harbour receding, or those who will disembark
involved with past and future
so the darkness shall be the light, and the stillness the dancing
the communication
of the dead is tongued with fire beyond the language of the living
at the source of the longest river the voice of the hidden waterfall and the children in the apple-tree not known, because not looked for but heard, half-heard, in the stillness between two waves of the sea
driven by daemonic, chthonic
powers


the shame
of things ill done and done to others' harm
which once you took for exercise of virtue
the whine in the rigging, the menace and caress of wave that breaks on water, the distant rote in the granite teeth, and the wailing warning form the approaching headland are all sea voices, and the heaving groaner rounded homewards, and the seagull
and under the oppression of the silent fog the tolling bell measures time not our time, rung by the unhurried ground swell, a time older than the time of chronometers, older than time counted by anxious worried women lying awake, calculating the future, trying to unweave, unwind, unravel and piece together the past and the future, between midnight and dawn, when the past is all deception, the future futureless, before the morning watch whem time stops and time is never ending
and the ground swell, that is and was from the beginning,
clangs
the bell
in the brown baked features
the eyes of a familiar compound ghost
both intimate and unidentifiable
each
joining a neighbor, as though speech
were a still performance

no wind, but pentecostal fire
in
the dark time of the year
who are only undefeated because we have gone on trying
not too far from the yew-tree the life of significant soil
we, content at the last if our temporal reversion nourish
let them be
i am not eager to rehearse my thoughts and theory which you have forgotten
and he
love is itself unmoving, only the cause and end of movement, timeless, and undesiring except in the aspect of time caught in the form of limitation between un-being and being
neither daylight investing form with lucid stillness turning shadow into transient beauty with slow rotation suggesting permanence nor darkness to purify the soul emptying the sensual with deprivation cleansing affection from the temporal
you are not the same people who left that station or who will arrive at any terminus, while the narrowing rails slide together behind you

the future is before us not escaping from the past
into different lives, or into any future
the past is finished
or
watching the furrow that widens behind you, you shall not think